Monday, 9 November 2009


I don't know what's been going on today, I've felt SO tired and been completely confused ALL day! Certainly not that great considering I should be productive like 27 hours a day right now! *gulp*

I really feel constantly very tired, I guess I should start looking around for tons and tons of vitamins and hope they will do the trick!
I went to Uni this morning, and tried to do some preparatory reading for my master's thesis, and I ended up reading and reading and not understanding a word of it! Not good!
I'm really disturbed by this, because I don't have the time to be so tired and so disorganized and so unfocused ... guess all I can do is hope for a better day tomorrow!

Oh yeah - anybody know any great medicine to prevent dreaming?! I know it sounds weird, but I'm dreaming so much and so intense right now, it's seriously affecting my sleep!! It's not nightmares per se - at least not all of them - but they are so intense, I wake up even more tired than when I went to sleep. Which isn't that great!

Oh well, I guess I should try to get something done for a few hours now, then get an early night and hope for some undisturbed sleep ...
Take care!

Sunday, 8 November 2009

Tough Week

Last week was pretty intense, for a lot of reasons. Because of that, I was completely exhausted yesterday and pretty much wandered around the apartment like a zombie!! I'm still really tired today, but I need to get things done today, so I'm hoping I can pull myself together!

I think I might have made some progress on the laptop-issue! I have gotten it confirmed that the restoration cds have been sent to me, which at least is something, I suppose. Unfortunately they are being sent from France (!), but the guy I talked to at the Support Department told me they should be arriving around the middle of next week. I know there are no guarantees the cds will work, but at least there's some hope now, right?! *fingers crossed* I know I'm gonna be soooo happy if I can get the thing to work again, I REALLY miss it!!

On Friday I had a meeting with my professor regarding mostly my master's thesis ... the meeting went okay, some things good, others not-so-good. Luckily I really like the professor, he's great to deal with and that does help. Still, the whole master thesis-thing is a mess, since I'm the only one writing it in my subject, and I'm attending the post-graduate seminars, where I will ultimately present it as well ... I can't really go into detail regarding what came out of it, because it's a great big mess - but I will have TONS to do in order to make everything work. I'm pretty much hoping to complete my Master's Education the beginning of May, but it won't be easy until I get there, that's for sure!!

I have been doing a bit of walking and photographing lately, but since the computer situation isn't solved yet, I'm afraid I won't be able to share them with you. Guess I'll make a number of photo-entries here when (if?! *gulp) I get the laptop fixed and I can work with photos the way I want to. I guess it would be possible to fix it on this computer as well, but since it's SOOO slow and freezes up every 10 minutes or so, I don't want do too much on this computer and risk it breaking down as well ... that would be soo-not-good!!

I hope you are all enjoying your weekend, I will at least try to get something done now! :-)

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

FINALLY ... I Hope!

Hey everybody!!

Things have not been going so great here lately, and I haven't felt like blogging at all. I'm still not feeling great, although so far this week seems to have been a bit better than previous weeks.

I don't have the time or the energy to go into detail on everything that's happened, but there are a lot of things going on now, I have a lot of things on my mind, which makes it hard for me to concentrate on what I should concentrate on: my studies!

My laptop is still not fixed!!! *hate that* Everything that could possibly go wrong has gone wrong, and that's something I keep thinking of a lot. Especially since I'm writing my first level thesis now and have to start my master's thesis SOON, and ... well, a computer does come in handy, right?! This old one does work, but it's superslow, some things aren't working on it and it's just generally very annoying. I had an email from the Computer Support tonight, so I'm gonna have to call them tomorrow, and see what happens next.

There are also a lot of other things on my mind, and constant thinking on those things - as well as lack of sleep - has caused to fall behind quite a bit on my studies ... which in turn casuses me to stress even more! A really vicious circle ...

Still, my mood has generally been better these last few days than earlier, and I'm hoping that can help me to try and turn things around a bit now. I won't make any promises regarding this blog, as there are no guarantees - but at least I HOPE I'll be able to update it a bit more often!

Oh, and I hope you had a great Halloween! :-D

Take care!