I found out today that I failed yesterdays exam - meaning I have failed the whole of this semester so far. It also means that while I can attend lectures on the next course (which started today), I am not registered and cannot take exams on the new course until I have a result on the old one. So, practically speaking I am now supposed to learn more or less 10 weeks full-time studies in about two weeks, until I can take the exam again, while at the same time studying full-time at the new course and at the same time write a full-time essay ...
This being hard enough of course, but I have fully realized I am in the middle of a real depression now, and a really bad one ... I don't think I been in this deep a depression for four or five years actually ....
I have absolutely no idea how I am going to sort this out, because I can't really see any solution whatsoever. I can't take a break from studies, that's virtually impossible at the moment, and I can't cope with my studies when I am this depressed ... calls for a problem, no doubt.
While I could probably sit here and go into detail about my life with its entire chaos the entire night, I will spare you that.
Instead I thought I'd share some nice recent photos ... Enjoy!
Early Morning Photos (taken while on my way to Uni, at about 6.30-7a.m.)
My darling Zorro!