I haven't been feeling great lately, unfortunately nights have become a true terror for me! No matter what I try, I tend to dream to the extreme!! Some really awful nightmares, leaving me all torn up, but I've been quite affected by other dreams as well, the intensity and the contents of them has made me feel quite out of it.
I know my grandmother (my Dad's mother) was quite affected by dreams, and there were a number of incidents where she's had horrible dreams and something horrible happened soon after that ... And I actually know that to be sort of true for me as well now ... I had the worse night between Tuesday and Wednesday this week, and yesterday I found out that my Dad received some really bad news on Wednesday ...
I have been sleeping a little better tonight, so my mood has improved a lot, even though I'm still very tired. I do hope this session is over now, because I really need to function properly from now on ... I will get definitive news on what will happen this semester on Monday morning, and after that there are a lot of practical details that have to be sorted out ... and I also really have to get started on my studies now!! I'm truly hoping I will be able to do the NT course, but I know it's really demanding, and I also have to get started on my thesis. I think it went really well when I spoke to my professor about it, we also clarified what I find most difficult and found a way to make it, hopefully, not-quite-so difficult this time ... but there's till a lot of work to be done!!
I'm hoping to make the weekend work out pretty well, practically, I need to get cleaning, laundry and stuff like that done, and hopefully I will have a productive week! :)