I am truly feeling at my wits end at the moment! My life is currently not functioning at all, and I haven't the faintest idea what to do about it ...
I found out today that I failed yesterdays exam - meaning I have failed the whole of this semester so far. It also means that while I can attend lectures on the next course (which started today), I am not registered and cannot take exams on the new course until I have a result on the old one. So, practically speaking I am now supposed to learn more or less 10 weeks full-time studies in about two weeks, until I can take the exam again, while at the same time studying full-time at the new course and at the same time write a full-time essay ...
This being hard enough of course, but I have fully realized I am in the middle of a real depression now, and a really bad one ... I don't think I been in this deep a depression for four or five years actually ....
I have absolutely no idea how I am going to sort this out, because I can't really see any solution whatsoever. I can't take a break from studies, that's virtually impossible at the moment, and I can't cope with my studies when I am this depressed ... calls for a problem, no doubt.
While I could probably sit here and go into detail about my life with its entire chaos the entire night, I will spare you that.
Instead I thought I'd share some nice recent photos ... Enjoy!
Early Morning Photos (taken while on my way to Uni, at about 6.30-7a.m.)
Ocean Photos
My darling Zorro!
Jessica's Websites
I found out today that I failed yesterdays exam - meaning I have failed the whole of this semester so far. It also means that while I can attend lectures on the next course (which started today), I am not registered and cannot take exams on the new course until I have a result on the old one. So, practically speaking I am now supposed to learn more or less 10 weeks full-time studies in about two weeks, until I can take the exam again, while at the same time studying full-time at the new course and at the same time write a full-time essay ...
This being hard enough of course, but I have fully realized I am in the middle of a real depression now, and a really bad one ... I don't think I been in this deep a depression for four or five years actually ....
I have absolutely no idea how I am going to sort this out, because I can't really see any solution whatsoever. I can't take a break from studies, that's virtually impossible at the moment, and I can't cope with my studies when I am this depressed ... calls for a problem, no doubt.
While I could probably sit here and go into detail about my life with its entire chaos the entire night, I will spare you that.
Instead I thought I'd share some nice recent photos ... Enjoy!
Early Morning Photos (taken while on my way to Uni, at about 6.30-7a.m.)
Ocean Photos
My darling Zorro!
Jessica's Websites
6 comments:
Fina foton. Vet du att de säljer james bond boxen för 999 på ginza ENDAST den 1 april. Det är inte ett aprilskämt. STÖRIGT. Måste få lite empati från ngn som också köpte den för 3000...
fick dåligt samvete för att jag skrev en tråkig sak när du behöver ngt trevligt. Sorry...
no worries ... ganska imponerande dock ... undrar hur många boxar de får sålda??
ja, hoppas att alla tror att det är ett skämt.....haha
So sorry to hear things aren't going well...wish there was some way I could help you, or that I had some great advice for you... know that I'm thinking of you though! *hugs*
PS I love the photos!!
thanks for trying ... points for effort! :)
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