Today has been a rather non-productive day, unfortunately. I had hoped to be able to get more things done, since things actually did work out yesterday ... but it didn't turn out that way. I have done a lot of thinking though. I can't say if I have reached any conclusions or not, but I figure it doesn't hurt to try to sort things out as much as you can.
I have a very busy month coming up, but I hope that things will work out, that I won't be stopped by constant anxiety and such, because I think at this point in time, that would actually be devastating for me! Apart from catching up on nearly five whole weeks of studying - and keeping up with current studies - I will attend a classical-music concert tomorrow, hopefully have some friends over next weekend, then have another friend staying the weekend after that (we're going to see Guys & Dolls - YAY!), than attenting a Musical Show Stoppers concert and then my HUGE exam ... *phew*
In order for this to work out, I really need to be able to stay focused. And if I'm living in constant agony as I have the past month, that is not even possible. I do have high hopes that my "new" approach to things will work out, but I also know from past experience not to take anything for granted! Guess all I can do is keep my fingers crossed!