Sunday 11 February 2007

Drowning!

Right now I feel, probably lower than I have in a very long time. It feels like every time I try to fight my way out of a bad situation, it gets worse. No matter how hard I try, I get nothing in return, except feeling even more terrible.
People always tell me I should try to improve my self-image, that the way I look at myself is the roots to most of my problems, and that I should try to improve that. Well, tonight I don't only feel that would be impossibe, I also feel it would be wrong. Right now I am constantly reminded of everything that I'm lacking, how "different" I am, how I cannot cope with things that others can, how I can't even function on the most basic level ... so I'd say my self-image is rather accurate actually.

I'm really sorry to only come up with this depressing blog entry, but I can't really think of anything else but this right now.
I haven't been feeling great all day, and after recieving certain news tonight, the situation went from bad to unbarable ...


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3 comments:

The Darkest Night said...

sis..I'm so sorry to hear you've had a bad day..I really wish I could help you some way..but I don't think I'm much use to anyone at the moment... just know that I'm thinking of you..and let me know if there's anything I can do.. *hugs*

Jexxie said...

Tråkigt att du har haft en riktig skitdag. Vad var det för dåliga nyheter? Hoppas att det känns bättre snart :)
Kram Jessica

Jessica said...

the darkest night:
Thanks sis ... guess I'm just going through some rough times right now ... hope it'll pass soon ...

jexxie:
thanx! går igenom en riktigt arbetsam period nu,de kommer ju då och då, och det är tufft när man är där ... får väl hoppas att det blir bättre snart ...