Well, I seem to have made somewhat of a new start today ... I think ... *sigh*
Most things in my life are very confusing right now, and I have a hard time sorting everything out. I know what I should do, but not what I can do, and even I do do some things that I should do, things end up terrible anyway ...
Yeah - I TOLD you it was confusing ...
I won't go on and on about it, but it is rather tough right now.
On top of all my personal problems, I have to try to keep up with the studies which is NOT easy, especially not since I feel I have fallen somewhat behind. We rush through things like crazy on this course, and I'm not sure how I will manage it!
We go through two or three MAJOR grammatical issues EVERY day ... then go home and have like 15-10 lines of Hebrew text to learn to read, translate and "analyze" the grammar - we have a questioning the following day!!! Where do you find the time to DO everything???
Ah well, I'll try to stop complaining ... but needless to say, I don't feel great right now!