I seem to find it more and more difficult to fully concentrate and focus on my studies these days - which is very annoying because I have sooooo much to do! My mind seem to constantly wander, and I never get as much done as I hope ... which naturally leaves me with a very bad mood! I think I'm mostly annoyed because things really have fallen into place for me this semester and worked out in a way that I've never experienced before, and I really do want to finish this semester in the same way. But I won't be able to do that if I can't focus and get my studying done! *rather upset*
I know it's been a very heavy semester, and that I've taken on more than I could ever imagine, but I still just can't find excuses all the time, because fact of the matter is, I need to do this!! I need to keep studying and I need to pass my courses because I need to get my credits. Period! I really really really hope I can turn this around, because if I continue the way I have for the past few days, I won't be able to pass my courses .... *deep sigh*
Okay, sorry about the somewhat depressing entry ... I'm usually feeling down during spring, I've had spring depressions for a number of years (none as of yet this year though *yay*) and I'm also very tired - might be from a cold that won't really show itself, might be from pollen ... but that makes things seem a bit worse as well ...
I do hope I can get my act together and start getting more efficient, because more than anything right now do I WANT TO finish this semester in a good way!! I have done most things right this semester - instead of the other way around, which previously has been the case! - and I do want to continue in the same spririt .... keep your fingers crossed for me, will you?! :)
My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: Exploring the texture of texts, Vernon Robbins
Currently watching: Stargate SG-1, season 8
Currently listening to: Nothing
My Plans for tomorrow: Hebrew lecture, studies, laundry