Monday, 26 May 2008


Sorry about the title, but I'm just so exhausted and I just feel like dropping every book I own in the ocean - and probably follow in there myself as well!

I started at 6 a.m. this morning (skipped the tour to Uni in order to save time) and started reading this English book ... I had 265 pages left of it, and with 5-10 minute-breaks every hour, I was done by 4 p.m. - with my eyes hurting like Hell!
I took a break and went downtown for some quick grocery shopping! Got home, ate a little, and started again at about 6-6.30 ... this time with writing the paper. I've been at it since then - it's after 10.30 now and I've done HALF!!!!
I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!
Now I can't keep my eyes open, and I REALLY wanted to finish tonight! I have double Old Testament-lectures tomorrow, which means I won't be home until after 4 p.m. and I WANTED to have this over and done with .... but I have no earthly idea how I'm supposed to summerize about 200 pages into two right now ... everything is blurry ... *deep deep sigh*

I really liked this course, well, I guess I still do, it was very exciting and I have learned a great deal from it, but right now, it feels like I'm gonna go on and on and on and on with assignments on this course till I'm 50 years old, at least!!!!!
I can't really gulp down 5 cups of coffee now either, to cope with the rest, since I have to get up at 4 a.m. tomorrow morning in order to get to Uni on time for the first lecture - and I think I'm gonna need more than a couple of hours of sleep if I'm gonna cope with a full day at Uni ....
God, what a MESS!!!

Sorry about these horrible entries lately ... One level of me really does feel good, I'm - like I said in a previous entry - coping with things I haven't coped with before, I have done a really good semester (up until now at least), I'm having friends and almost starting to have what could constitute as a social life (never really thought that would happen!) and those things really make me feel GOOD! On the other hand, this stress of studying is really really getting to me, and it's making me feel awful!!!
*feeling very confused now*

Okay, moving on to something entirely different!
I've been meaning to start something a little new on my blog, I really had intended to get started once I'd reached 10,000 visitors, but things have been so insane, I really haven't had the energy for it ... I guess I'm not really full of energy right now either, but here we go.
I've been reading Joseph Mallozzi's blog lately (for those of you who don't know: he's one of the Executive Producers of Stargate: Atlantis), and he has a nice little tradition of "blog dedication" ... almost every entry is dedicated to one (or more) of his readers for various reasons ... and I thought this was a really cool idea!
It is okay to make requests for a blog dedication (if you have an exam coming up, a birthday coming up, feeling sick and needs cheering up or some 'special occasion'), although I will ultimately choose who will get it (after all, it is my blog, right? *lol*). Also, I might not make a blog dedication every day or every entry, but I will try to include it as often as possible! And today I have the perfect blog dedication to start off with:

Today's Blog Dedication: SARA who turns 25 today!! *HAPPY BIRTHDAY!*
Birthday Surprise Party

My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: What Have They Done to the Bible? John Sandys-Wunch
Currently watching: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, season 3
Currently listening to: Nothing
My Plans for tomorrow: Double Old Testament lectures, studies


Anonymous said...

Tusen tack :) KRAM!

Jessica said...

:) vassego!!! :D