I'm trying really hard not to let it get to me too much, and I really try to take things one day - or one hour! - at a time, and hope for the best. But it's hard since I have about a million things in my head, that in one way or another needs to be dealt with.
I really feel that I'm not at all coping as well with things the way I did earlier this semester, in that respect I guess I've gone back in my personal development, but I honestly don't think that's very strange, considering the way things are right now.
I know things were really good for the most part this semester, but the fact is that even when things went well, they were still a huge strain for me ... and since I wasn't given any chance for recreation and reflection, I just cracked up when things started going wrong ...
It feels like I have at least started doing something tonight, and I hope that this might help me to be a little more positive in the future. Somehow I'll have to try and deal with this entire mess the best way I can, and just hope that it's enough, right?
Unfortunately my situation isn't made easier due to these 'issues' I have referred to earlier. They are not really very tangible in my life right now, but they are constantly in my thoughts, and they are definately complicating matters, partly because they make me feel really, really sad and down, and partly because I feel I can't concentrate on more important things ... *sigh*
Ah well .... I can only do my best, right? I just hope it's enough ...
If no disasters occurs within the next 12 hours or so (who knows, it might be a migraine, a flood, an earthquake ...!), I hope to do some Christmas shopping tomorrow! Maybe that will take my mind off some things, and hopefully I can relax and enjoy the little outing ...
Take care!
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After about 2 months without sleep there's really not much left in my brain...so I can't give you much advice...or make a comment that makes sense..but I hope you'll have a better day tomorrow! *hugs*
That's okay, definately points for effort! :)
I know how you feel about sleep though ... it'd be nice to not feel like a living corpse for a change ...
Hope we'll see each other on MSN soon! :)
Thanks! :) yeah...that WOULD be nice!
I think we need a vaction!!
Hope to see you soon too!
Yay!! Me WANT vacation NOW!!! :D :D
Me too!! :)
Hey ... how about a vacation TOGETHER?!?!? Do I get the best ideas or what?!?!? *LOL*
YAY!! :) Now wouldn't THAT be nice?! :)
Yeah, of course you do ! *lol*
Yay me! :D
It definately WOULD be nice, that's for sure!! :)
I agree! :)
I doubt we'll get to do that right now...*lol* but maybe some other day, huh? ;)
Yeah, I'm guessing I should think of my trip north on Christmas and New Years as vacation - and I SOOO do NOT ... but I guess there'll be other times ....
Yeah..you should... *lol* but maybe you're going by my rule? "if the parents are there it does NOT count as a vacation!" (learned that lesson the hard way...)
I do hope you'll have a good "vacation" though :)
Well, something like that, I guess ... I just have a feeling that 'vacation' should mean 'fun', 'relaxing', 'not stress-ful', and stuff like that ... and my Christmases are quite the oposite of that ...
I know the feeling..wouldn't mind a REAL vacation...were you really get to relax compleatly! Wouldn't that be SUPER nice?!
DEFINATELY!!! Why can't a vacation like that come knocking on my door?!?!?
Hey it beats me!! :) I wouldn't mind that either...
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