Tuesday, 11 March 2008

Feeling Ridiculous!

I'm feeling pretty stupid, but I'm actually considering going to bed at 7 p.m.!! :) I'm so utterly exhausted, and I have tons of work to do, but just staying up worrying because I don't have the energy to do anything won't do me any good, so I'm hoping to go to bed now, and instead be able to head up at about 2.30 or 3 a.m. and start studying then!

Today has been ... okay, I guess. I'm really really really tired all the time now, and that affects me in a not so positive way, actually! We had Hebrew first, and I felt my sentences were poorly prepared, and I had a higher anxiety level than I usually got ... I ended up having to read, a rather strange sentence and it just felt very awkward!! I don't think it really was that awkward, seen from an outside perspective, I got a few comments, but then again, everybody gets comments ... so I guess it was just a feeling!

Afterwards me and Lena prepared the sentences for Thursday (no lectures tomorrow!!!!), and that worked out a bit better, I think I got the hang of most of them - just one was completely impossible!!
I was supposed to start reading a book for New Testament too, but I could hardly get my eyes open, so there was not much point in doing that ...

New Testament lecture at 1, and I nearly fell asleep during the lecture! I don't think I've ever been so tired during class before EVER!!
I got home at about four, had to deal with Zorro, who tends to go insane when I've been away for long, tried to get something to eat, had to deal with Zorro - again - and quickly realized there was no WAY I would start studying tonight!

So now I'm off to bed, I hope I can get a productive day tomorrow and that I will be able to write a longer and more informative entry here then ...

"Good night!"

My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: Vildåsnans törst, Åke Lundqvist
Currently watching: Stargate SG-1, season 8
Currently listening to: Nothing
My Plans for tomorrow: Clearing up a bit here and STUDIES and STUDIES and oh! did I mention STUDIES!


The Darkest Night said...

aw...I hope you got some sleep!! Some times "giving up" for the night and going to sleep is the best thing you can do ! I hope you'll feel better tomorrow!! *hugs*

Jessica said...

*thanks sis*
I actually slept for 10½ hours ... guess I was REALLY tired, right?! :)
I'm feeling a bit better today, even though I wouldn't mind another 10-hour-sleep ...:) Guess that'll be AFTER my next exam!! :)

Hope you're feeling better from your cold too!