But I still feel like things have started to change for me now, and it's definately a change for the better!! Ever since the 'incident' with Zorro (see blog entry from Sunday 28 October), I have seen things in a different perspective, I think, and all my passiveness and apathy has actually ... disappeared!
I can't say that I am 100% efficient, but efficiancy takes time to get used to, and I think I'm getting there now! I'm doing more in a day now than I did in a week before, and it feels okay! I don't feel so resigned at all, there's a will in me to actually get things done! I've made pretty much a huge, great mess of Uni this semester so far, and I can't guarantee I can work it out in the end, but I am at least motivated to try now, which I haven't been before!!
I'm so happy and relieved nothing was wrong with Zorro, and since it wasn't, in retrospect I think the incident was all for the better, because my life has certainly starting to turn around ever since it happened!!
I'm still trying to catch a lovely sunset with my camera - but I never ever succeed!! The times I've managed to get down to the ocean before, I've always been just to late - today I really made an effort to get going on time!! And I did!! Only to find that once I came down to the ocean, the entire Western sky was covered by a huge cloud ... *sigh* Therefore, the pictures aren't great - but I at least thought I'd share them with you! :)
Take care, guys!
My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: Dödens budbärare, Olov Svedelid
Currently watching: Stargate SG-1 (season 9)
Currently listening to: Who Am I? - Les Misérables Original Broadway Recording
My Plans for tomorrow: Studies, meeting with my mentor