Saturday, 27 October 2007

SO Tired!

Aparently I only get one good day inbetween all the bad ones!
This one actually started out fairly good, even though I had an 'argument' with Zorro first thing this morning. But as the hours passed, my mood just got worse and worse and worse! To my "defense" I have to say that I have tried to get this day to work!! I have tried doing things, I took a long walk instead of taking the bus when I was running errands etc - but nothing helped, I've just felt terrible all day!

I don't really know how I will cope with my life - and especially Uni of course - because it might work to take a day or two off, when you're feeling really terrible, but you can't keep taking day after day after day after day .... it just doesn't work!
I do worry about this, because I'm not sure how I will row this boat ashore, the way things are now. I think I could do it, IF (and I really should enlarge the IF and write it in bright red letters!!) I could give it my all, be concentrated and study full time, be efficient and keep at it ... but since things have turned out the way they have, I can't say that that will work ... what's to say I won't feel equally low and passive and apathic tomorrow, or the next day, or the next ....

I realize I'm not sounding the most fun ever, and I do apologize! I realize it might not be that much fun to read my blog entries these days ... Don't know what to say about that really, except that I use this blog to actually write about what goes on in my life, but not only what I practically do, but also how I feel about things. And I can't very well write lies here, can I? :)
I guess all we can do is hope for better times, right?

My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: Domens Dag, Olov Svedelid
Currently watching: Goldfinger
Currently listening to: Master of the House (Les Misérables Original London Cast)
My Plans for tomorrow: Studies - I hope!!


The Darkest Night said...

very cool graphics!!

Jessica said...

glad you like 'em ... guess it's fairly obvious what my last obsession is ...*lol*

The Darkest Night said...

yup! *LOL* (aw..I want a new obsession too!! It's been ages since I had a new one! *lol*)

Jessica said...

*lol* Know how you feel! :) I haven't really had one since Les Miz ... but now I do! :) :) It is kinda fun, actually!