Wednesday, 17 October 2007

Where To Begin ....?

Yes, I am not really sure what to make of my blog entry today actually.
I really felt better last night, it felt good to get things out here in the blog, I managed to get around doing a few minor things I've been putting off ...

And when I woke up this morning, I did feel better!! Things have been tough lately, and I have been suffering from a constant headache for several days, but I did feel better this morning, I didn't feel much of the headache and I felt a motivation to get things done and a confidence about the future, that I would be able to get things to work out.
Until I got out of bed and started walking toward the bathroom (meaning my "good" feelings got to last about 2 minutes or so) ... when the headache really struck me!

I know I have been bad at getting things done lately, and maybe that can be put down to simple laziness or whatever, but I do know that I can not function when I am in constant pain! No matter what, I can not get things done or be efficient, it's just not possible. But even though I know this I can't stop feeling sad and upset about this happening, especially now when things are tough enough as they are! I know I'm trying every possible cure for headaches I can think of and nothing works, but I still know that I "waste" valuable time when I should have been cleaning or doing laundry or - most of all - studied!!

I still had to go to Lund today, to meet with my mentor (I was going to return a book at the library as well, but discovered that I could renew my loan on the internet - very nice and smooth!). It was great seeing her, we went to a really nice museum with some very cool exhibitions, but my headache was undoubtedly making it's prescence known ...

I think I have been feeling a little bit better tonight, there are actually small periods of time (like a minute here, two minutes there) when I don't feel any pain ... and it's been quite a while since I took any pain medication now, so I'm really, really, really hoping that this will get better now!! I have wasted so many days, I don't really know what to do if I never get well from this. I can't spend the rest of my life with persistent headaches, can I?! *sigh*

Oh yeah, one small thing before I sign off.
I haven't spent that much time on eBay lately - except for looking for Stargate SG-1 dvds *lol* - but I have no discovered they have this really cool "My World" page there for each member! Feel free to check out mine: I have a guestbook and everything! *lol*
You can also blog on this page ... and as I am a true blog-o-holic I couldn't pass up the chance of getting yet another blog! :) :) However ... this blog will be completely eBay focused! I will not update it very often, only if I have something eBay related to write about - if I have bought something, if I want to buy something, if I'm selling stuff etc.
Here's the URL for that blog:

Take care guys!

My Life At The Moment!
Currently reading: Terrorns finger, Olov Svedelid
Currently watching: Stargate SG-1 (season 1)
Currently listening to: ---
My Plans for tomorrow: Don't know - depends on my head!!!!!


The Darkest Night said...

aw..I hope you get rid of your headache soon!! *hugs*

Btw I totally love the scrap!! :)
You look a bit like Candace Cameron in those pics I think.. :) what year are they from?

Jessica said...

thanks, I REALLY hope I'll feel better soon too - I hate constantly being in pain!

Glad you like it ... wow, Candace Cameron?!? Really?!!? COOL! *a little proud now* :) :)
The pictures were taken in December 1988 ... my first trip to America! :)

The Darkest Night said...

Yeah! My first thought was "Where did she find that pic of Candace?!" :)

cool pics! :)

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